Wednesday, April 16, 2008

And then there was the "Hi"

We have been more than ok for the past few days now. I noticed how she wants me to feel loved (at least that's what i think). We went to several places here and there, and she was very vocal about how happy we were as a family. But then, all of a sudden, this "hi"came out of nowhere. Why does he have to do that? After hurting her so much, after bearing the pain of her suffering, how dare him enter our picture again. I was all blank and started worrying of course. This was the one she was waiting for weeks ago, when we was crying on my shoulder and i was hurting to hear every bit of her heart break with that guy.

It took a while before we talked about it, actually a night passed. I told myself, I don't want to keep quiet about it and sulk myself in despair thinking of what ifs again. In a happier mood, she reassured me not to worry. She told me that she'd rather be with me than with him right now and that she's getting better. I was happy with her reaction, although I know its possible for her to let him into her life again, I just hope she'll end up with us now. I didn't also took this easily, I know she would disagree but I still texted him, more politely now.

"I would appreciate if you could continue to stay away from us. I don't know if getting in touch with her will make our situation better now."

Deep inside I want to shout at him with all the profanity I could think of, but then again, its really up to her to decide what she want to happen, what she wants to make her happy.

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